Shoolimite’s Weblog
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Crystal is…
…waiting for her dreams to become a reality! *tick-tock, tick-tock*. 26 years and counting……I’m on the verge of a meltdown. If only I could move time forward or go back in time….I’m not sure which one would be better. If I could go forward in time I could realize my dreams and see all the things that my heart has been longing to see. If I could go back in time I could change the mistakes I made….or maybe not. In any case, I could def. see in retrospect so I would know what to expect and live my life accordingly. In any case I can do neither so I have to sit here…in the present and continue to hope…that God has not over-looked me, or passed me by. I must hope because if I do not then I will die; end of story. There would be not point of continuing on. We all must hope that what we have not yet see, we will see…
If you believe, you will see His glory!
Lately I’ve been thinking about my life and where I am now in my walk with God. As I think back I start to remember all the things that I felt God was going to do in my life. Most of the things have not yet come to pass. There were also some things in which I had forgotten about that were brought back to my memory. I know that a lot of us are waiting for God to do what he said he would do. These days I am having to believe more than ever that God is faithful and His reward is for those who seek Him and believe that He is who He says He is. I know that I have been challenged in this area and I know many others have as well. The problem comes when the ’still small voice’ that we have grown accustom to hearing and being led by (intuition that we have because the Holy one lives on the inside of us), SPEAKS, but what you heard has not bore it’s fruit! This is when disillusionment and disappointment sets in and we start to build doctrine in our heart based on what happen rather than the word of God. Many stories in the word speak of men and women of God being mocked and asked “Where is your God?”. These stories always end in vindication from God. We all long for the Lords vindication, and we will receive it! If you feel peace about what God has spoken and it is for His glory then don’t stop believing. ”If you believe you shall see the glory of God”. Hope is all that we have (When I say hope I mean a biblical Hope which means you actually believe that what your hoping for will come to pass). God is on our side. He is not who the world makes Him out to be. He loves us and is looking to give good gifts to His children. As our hearts wait, we ought to maximize the time and enjoy what God is doing today, knowing tomorrow that God is just as good as He was the day before!
So God I pray that we would have a right understanding of who you are. We want to know you and we want your power and your love in our life. Lord help us to believe your word and not base your promises on our current situations. You are awesome and we believe it. We will not listen to the lies of the enemy, but we will wash ourselves with your word knowing that you are faithful to complete the work that you have started in us. We love you Jesus.