It hurts and there’s nothing I can do, even when I tried to give it to you. My hearts feels that it is justified by thinking on the positive side- Although it hurts to think of what could be, if things turn out negatively. Why, I say why God, why me? My heart was so open, In you I put my trust, I never thought that I’d be left standing in the dust. What shall I do?-I don’t have a clue. Standing here confused when I thought I knew. Things don’t always turn out the way that you expect, but maybe they do when your expectant for less.

Whew! I feel MUCH better now;-)